Here is an e-mail I received on Monday in response to my post last week:
Dear Gene,
I have been thinking a lot about the blog you wrote on June 29. And what you wrote has been bugging me. I think that everyday we perform miracles and we don’t realize it. I was reading an email story from a friend and at the end it had this little paragraph about all of the small “ordinary” miracles we experience everyday.It said:
Today…We wish you a day of ordinary miracles…A fresh pot of coffee you didn’t make yourself…An unexpected phone call from an old friend…Green stoplights on your way to work The fastest line at the grocery store…A good sing-along song on the radio…Your keys right where you left them.
I think that we perform them all the time, and just because we don’t see the effects of them, doesn’t mean that it didn’t change anyone or anything. Besides I think you perform miracles every time you are on stage and every time you post a blog or send an email. You never know how deeply you will affect someone by those small miracles. You change people’s lives, teenager’s lives, which is extremely hard to do, not everyone has the talent you do. So try to believe that you do perform miracles. I believe that you can.
My response…
Thanks for the note. I know you are right. There are miracles everywhere, which we perform and don’t see. I have always wanted to write the book “The Gospel According to Us” about all the amazing things that happen in the simple small moments of our lives. These small miracles happen daily. Sometimes we are blessed to see the grace in them and other times we miss the miracles in our midst. BUT I also think we miss the chance to do more.
I have spent a lot of time in my own meditation over the last week looking at all the ways I stop myself from doing more. I often think I am “not smart enough”, “not brave enough”, or “not worthy enough”. It is amazing how in one moment I will be filled with joy at possibility and in a split second I am already dismissing my chances of actually having that come true in my life. There are even more miracles waiting to happen that I am stopping before they have a chance to begin. Our soul is calling out to us to perform metrical is every moment, but I have gotten very good at stopping some of those miracles from happening.
Part of the ways I am working on this is with the first thought I have when I wake up in the morning. Right when I open my eyes I say, “God, thanks for another wonderful day. I am powerful beyond my wildest dreams because I am part of the Body of Christ.” Second, when I start having these limiting beliefs, I loving ask myself, “Why do I believe this.” I many cases I am able to see I really don’t and the limiting thought pass and do what my soul is prompting me to do.
My intent was not to dismiss the miracles that happen in my life. I try to be thankful for those by saying to myself “Thank you, God, for the blessings I have received and the blessings I am receiving” every hour through-out the day. I have set my day planer to buzz every hour on the hour, to remind me to pause, look at my life once again, and give thanks for the miracles that are happening all the time. I think this does two things. First, it helps me to recognize the medicals that are happening all the time. Second, it also helps me to realize that I am capable of more. It helps to me be brave and not be small in the next moment that comes my way.